confuse with my life

aq xtau nk truskn prkhwenan niy kew x....aq pent ngm pkhwenan niy...aq kliru dgn suamiy aq syg kew x aq ....aq pow xtau laa aq syg kew x kew suamiy aq....mmmbe aq sruh aq cerai jew dye kbow wknper khwen tp driy sndriy mrane...btol gopp yew kbow tp bgaimnew ank aq,,,jgew dye xmslh tp prsaan dye 2 bgaimne....2 yg aq pkirkn....ntoh laa pkhwenan niy amt mnglirukn aq....dlm pkhwenan ad phit nye dlm phit 2 trcew kmnisn nye wlaupon sdikit....pelik cinta niy....cinta yg buat aq derita bgtu jga dgn pkawenan niy....khwen bukn seng cerai pow bukn seng...stiap kliy aq mtok cera n stiap qliy suami aq nk lfazkn cera aq rcew mcm xcggup jewh dgor pdhl...blew bloh 2 asew mcm nk cerai llu tp blew suami aq nk lfz xbrniy plop nk dgor very weird.....pening2...smpai blew laa pkhwenan aq niy.....tuhn tolg hmba mu dlm mnylesaikn mslh niy.....